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hey guys, annabelle here. if you don’t already know I’ve been quiet and inactive after this whole drama situation that happened. if you don’t know, an ex friend of mine named nolan basically made a video of him “exposing” me. and I’ve made an apology video saying sorry to everyone that I’ve made upset. since i’m now over this situation, I feel comfortable telling you about my life and a better explanation over what happened.
for the past year or two, I’ve been depressed and I’ve tried hiding it. and ever since i entered high school, i started to feel like nobody cares about me because when i tried talking to new people or my friends in general, i would get ignored and it made me stop talking to them and i talked to them sometimes. i always worried about being ignored so i decided to just not talk at all unless they talk to me. then later i met an old friend i knew since elementary on snap. we were chatting and laughing, and then i developed a crush. and then later he started sending me random pictures like him not having a shirt on. we were friends until randomly he started ghosting me and then later ended up removing me and then i found out he had a girlfriend. which made me feel like i was being used as an experiment or it’s something i did. i got even more depressed and i was worried to talk to new people ever again because of him. he was the first guy i ever spoke to that made me feel loved.
and then later the drama situation happened with my online friends. i was confused on why they all of a sudden turned on me and then i decided to shut off my social media and never use it again until i felt better. it obviously did nothing and the drama got worse enough that i was in the worst depression state ever where i was crying so much and i was considering ending my life. later while i was gone i decided to focus on my own life and talk to my irl friends and my online friend who never made me feel hated or unloved. i then later looked more into the drama and i admit that i did say some bad/controversial things, but most of it was just old stuff and i already apologized and learned from it.
I’m now 17 and I’m still trying to figure myself out. i first wanted to do animation and make films but as i grew, i lost interest in it and realized it’s a lot of hard work. and I’ve made episodes in the past but i completely forgot them because I decided to make the script in my head. and I wanted the animations that I made to get popular and to not get made fun of. now I don’t know what i want to be when I grow up because i don’t have much time because I’m close to being an adult. I’m also trying to learn to talk to people in real life because i have bad social anxiety where I’m too scared to talk to anyone that’s not a teacher.
and no, I’m no longer gonna do YouTube anymore and even if i do want to make some youtube vids I’m making a new channel because i don’t want to use this channel because of the drama that happened on here and i made a lot of embarrassing videos. and I’m still growing as a person because to me, maturity takes effort and discipline.
if you want to contact me, just use the comment box because I don’t currently have any socials I’m comfortable with using to contact people i don’t know. but just know, I am okay and I’m still figuring myself out as a person.
and again, if i ever made you mad or upset or said something controversial to you, I’m sorry because I wasn’t mature and i didn’t know what i was saying or I didn’t know how you felt.
thank you guys for listening
-annabelle
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