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Charlie was rescued from a kill shelter in South Carolina. He was tossed around multiple homes (no clue why) but finally found his forever one in Massachusetts.
Charlie pulled me out of the darkness and changed my world. He passed away on 2/2/24 and took my heart with him. Charlie will always be my light.. Those who knew him know that not only did he make it through "puppy row" at the kill shelter, but he was also hit by a car, had multiple cancer surgeries (including a skin graft) and none of it ever took him down! I started this channel because I wished the world could know him! It would have been selfish of me not to share him with others! I am blessed to have had him in my life!
Empty after losing him, I found Norman...
The biggest challenge of my life! With him, I'm learning that anything is possible if you work hard enough! This channel is a tribute of love, dogs, and now some training and laughter.
JMPTZ- Gone but never forgotten β₯οΈ
Charlie pulled me out of the darkness and changed my world. He passed away on 2/2/24 and took my heart with him. Charlie will always be my light.. Those who knew him know that not only did he make it through "puppy row" at the kill shelter, but he was also hit by a car, had multiple cancer surgeries (including a skin graft) and none of it ever took him down! I started this channel because I wished the world could know him! It would have been selfish of me not to share him with others! I am blessed to have had him in my life!
Empty after losing him, I found Norman...
The biggest challenge of my life! With him, I'm learning that anything is possible if you work hard enough! This channel is a tribute of love, dogs, and now some training and laughter.
JMPTZ- Gone but never forgotten β₯οΈ
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Hi everyone! Please please accept my apologies for being so bad with youtube lately... I promise I will be better soon.. I appreciate everyone that has stuck by me and Charlie and not left our little channel β€οΈ .. Almost 3,000 subscribers... I am very proud of Charlie for that β€οΈ.... Now while we are on this subject, I would like to share some news.... Because it is Charlie's birthday today β€οΈ... I wanted to tell everyone that I put in an application for a puppy last weekish... They got back to me and said that he was already "matched" with someone else.. would I be interested in one of the siblings... I said, "yes"... she never got back to me... I was a bit let down, but thought that "you know what, everything happens for a reason I guess".... I must have looked at thousands of puppy pictures in the past week... But for some reason, I didn't feel any sparks... Well.. that was until a few days ago... I came upon a pup that gave me a little spark.. I moved on... went back on and looked again... Something said deep in my gut... APPLY... So I did...
Today... on Charlie's birthday... I got the call... They want me to have him... I don't mean to sound dramatic... (we all know that I am π)... But, I know that if you were to ask Charlie what the best gift that he could receive on his birthday would be... I think it would be my happiness... I think this pup will help ease some of this heartache.... I hope he likes me!!! He arrives next Saturday... I will showcase him very very soon, but I would like Charlie's channel to reach 3,000 subscribers beforehand... Just because π€·π»ββοΈ... Then you can meet him!! Happy birthday my love!! I hope you are looking down on me every once in a while! I miss you more than I could ever explain!!
Oh.. P.S... I haven't even told Brian about this yet!! Never even told him that I applied!! π€... I hope he doesn't read this before he gets home from work!! π... Love you all!! Thank you for loving Charlie! And thank you for everything β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ....
P.S... I think I am gonna be in bigggg trouble when he gets home π―... Wish me luck!! ππ»ππ»ππ»
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Hi everyone!! Domino has made it safe and sound to his new foster home! They will be keeping in touch with me so that I can keep his medical care going (I need to see this boy get his happily ever after!).... Is he not tooooo precious?! The little angel!!! ππ»πβ€οΈπ«β€οΈ God bless him!!!
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Hi everyone β€οΈ I'm sorry that I haven't been on here much lately.. I've just been trying to navigate the roller coaster of emotions that have come with the tremendous loss of my dear Charlie Bear... One of the worst things that I am having trouble with is the belief that the last medicine given to him was what ultimately ended his life, and I am struggling with that more than I could express.... I will never know..
On another note, I wanted to give you all a little update on Domino...
After my last post about the wonderful man who has rescued Domino for me, lots has transpired...
A family member of mine is a veterinarian, and when she heard that I was going to be taking Domino in, she called me with deep concerns about it... She explained to me that distemper is one of the most horrible viruses that a dog could get, and that even if he made it out alive and recovered, that I would most likely be dealing with long term neurological issues.. As I hope you all know, I personally would never turn down a sick animal, but her concern was with what I had just went through with Charlie, and that I would end up with my heart broken... That was something that I could have dealt with... knowing that even if just for a short time, I could show this dog that someone loved him and that was very important to me... The other side of things was the financial burden of this... Believe me.. If I had the money, it would be no problem... but unfortunately, I have put myself in some serious debt with Charlie's healthcare, and I just wouldn't be able to do this...
I spoke with my father, and he pretty much said that this was something I could not do and shouldn't have committed myself to it (even though it was very understandable). At that point, I asked my dad to continue the communication with Dr. Grimes (the vet that has Domino in his care) because I couldn't emotionally handle anymore at that point in time.... The hope was that we could find a rescue group that could take him...I had made peace with the fact that Domino wouldn't be coming to stay with me.. Atleast I had saved his life and given him a chance...
After a few days of searching, no rescue could be found... And now, Dr. Grimes had mentioned that Domino was depressed..
"GET HIM HERE NOW!!!!"... NOPE NOPE NOPE!!
This, I couldn't handle... As much as I was not ready in any way, shape, or form, I couldn't have this... I knew that we both needed each other right now.. My dad told the vet that I would take him...
The plan was for him to arrive this next coming week.. I finally got myself to a point where I couldn't wait for him to be here, and we could start our lives together.. I was ready for my new friend...
BUT.. 2 days ago, my dad received a text from Dr. Grimes saying that unfortunately, he was having an issue with the department of agriculture and that Domino would not be allowed to enter the state of Massachusetts with a positive distemper reading... He said that he found someone down there that was willing to foster him and give him the care that he needs.. and then they would find him a home from there... It will take between 4-9 months for him to get through the distemper and heartworm treatments...
How would I like to proceed?
I was not expecting that, and I was faced with such an inner confliction that I can't even describe... As difficult as it was, I said, "ok.." (I also agreed to pay for all his medical bills going forward... I needed to do that for him and for myself, I guess...)
A few hours later, I had a bit of a breakdown at work and gut punched with anxiety that I had made a big mistake.. That decision would affect both his and my life tremendously, and I wasn't sure if I made the right decision...
Called my dad in a panic and explained my concerns..
He told me that James has presented the idea that he put me in contact with Domino's foster family, and I will be able to stay in the loop and be kept informed of his progress, etc.. "OK, YES!" Thank God..
So... I still don't know how this story will unfold.. I have about a thousand mixed emotions... The biggest one being that I worry about the unknown in a sense of where Domino could end up.. What if he doesn't find a good home, etc.? How can I go on living my life unsure as to how he is doing? What if he ends up back in a shelter? ...those kind of worries..
Also, as I've said, I was nowhere near ready for another dog... All of this happened not even 2 weeks after I had just lost Charlie... But life works so strangely where I had finally gotten myself to a point where I couldn't wait for this new friend to enter my life...
Now, the silence that I have been living with has become even more deafening, and I feel more lonely than ever... Do I wait for him? Will his foster family fall in love with him and decide to adopt him? Do I start looking for another? Do I take more time to process my grief and dispair? I don't know... I do know that I will mourn the loss of Charlie FOREVER...
The truth is obvious.. I want Charlie back... And that can never happen.. Am I just trying to fill the hole that he left in my heart? Could that hole ever be filled? Probably not...
So that is that.. I just wanted to give you all this update and tell you all how much I appreciate your support and love and friendship.... Thank you for everything, from the bottom of my broken heart β€οΈπβ€οΈ
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leonorarosales2694
(1 year ago)
That was so beautiful ,a great tribute to you amazing Charlie!!!!
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dogsandrabbits1
(1 year ago)
I canβt stop cryingβ¦so beautiful. Dogs are truly earth angels!
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Susan-dl4ql
(1 year ago)
Oh, Becky, this is beautiful. "Charlie was here" You are still here, Charlie. In our hearts , minds and Souls . You gave us so much, and you are still giving ...Charlie Sweetheart . God bless , Becky , Norman and Charlie. I love you all so much .
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brendaalvarez4658
(1 year ago)
Wow! This is so beautiful! I lost my best friend but couldn't beat to get another best friend. You put it all in perspective.
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stevemorris5970
(1 year ago)
Wow! I always felt that the harder and or deeper you love something, the harder it is to get over the thing that you loved.
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Slaw-yq5pn
(1 year ago (edited))
Becky, Iβm so glad that not only did you & Charlie find each other, but that you & Norman did too. Nothing can ever take the place in your heart where Charlie will live forever, but Iβm so happy you had space left to give Norman his forever home. I cried the whole time I watched this. I love you my twinοΈ
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pesini2169
(1 year ago)
So wunderschΓΆn
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